jdowzell asked: [8/7] I also realise - literally just now - that I could have sent those asks as a fanmail for less email spammage - sorry! ^_^;
No worries. And thanks. I’ll try and come up with an actual response for you later, I’m just trying to get home from my kickboxing class right now and then I’ll be tied up talking to Nik about what I’m going through. I don’t want to leave him in the dark about this. I’m just afraid it’ll look bad for me. He understands that I’m in pain. But I’d never do anything purposeful hurtful to our relationship.
God damn it. Today is no better. Constant stress nausea again. Terrible customers.
Hopefully kickboxing and getting to punch shit in an hour will make me feel better.
I can’t even tell if it’s PMDD or not because it’s too early.
I still don’t know if I actually have PMDD or if I’m just looking for a reason to feel as awful as I do every few weeks.
what the heckies does “:3c” means